I never meant to hurt you
Nothing I ever said was untrue
I was only expressing my true sentiment
Notwithstanding the current precedent
So mindful of the here and now
Tomorrows horizon so distant from my brow
Will today even matter tomorrow?
Will our happiness suddenly turn to sorrow?
Regardless of these shallow boundaries
Contradiction pulsing through my arteries
I could never possibly deny you
What’s in my heart that is true
The times that you’re near me
There’s too much emotional gravity
My insecurities constantly churning
With my head always overturning
Every time we would kiss
My need for security going amiss
Honestly I’m absolutely terrified
Of the hot and cold that will go unclarified
If we both end up broken and hurting
Would that really be so disconcerting?
How is that any different than
If this had never even began?
Or what about an ending so abrupt
The fault of my worldview so corrupt
I saw that piercing look
My heart apologetically took
I’ve made right choices that were wrong
I feel your darkness calling me home.